The more I dive into this crazy ministry called Young Life the more I grow to love these girls from Central High School. Looking back a year ago I never would have imagined how much I love and care about them. And because of this my one and only hope is that Jesus will capture their hearts with his abounding grace, mercy and love. There has never been a season in my life before now that God has literally brought me to my knees in tears and in prayer many times.
It breaks my heart to see these kids go from innocent freshman to sophomores who are chasing after the things of this world. It hurts to try so hard to pour into their lives and see nothing from it. It makes me scared to become even more emotionally invested. Sometimes I feel like its all for nothing... But then I remember God's faithfulness. Its not about me changing anyone and its not about seeing any results. Its all about God doing the work. He will do it in his timing with or without me. I will keep on loving and persuing not for my benefit but because it is good and pleasing to the Lord my God
"It may not make a difference,
It may not change a single life,
It may not move a single stone,
But it pleases you,
Cause it pleases you I come"
So I am trusting. I am clinging. And I will wait on Him.
